Friday, July 31, 2020

The dreamer.

The dreamer.
+++++++++++++

I spent last
Night
and all of this
Morning

Sleeplessly
Dreaming 
My
Biggest Dreams
Of
You yet.

But your voice
is just
An echo repeating
My
Pleas..

until
I grow silent and
Punch 
The walls of my hearts'
grim
Cave while holding my
Breath

Hoping 
i
Suffocate
To death so 
that the
Memory 
Of your smile
is 
The last thing 
My
Sick Eyes See.

Oh
Death I love
You will you 
Marry me!!?

May I...

Carry 
you
Cautiously 
Across 
Times eternal
Threshold?

Or
Jump headfirst 
With 
You into Loves
Temporary 
Abyss?

++

I fear that
Soon my eyes will
wake 
up to the nightmare
Of you

(which is a product
Of US, moreso than 
the doings of any one
Individual)

and then
Tear out my trembling
throat

In sheer 
Protest !

(against the
Shadow Things
Which Bind Us 
Still.)

Jsh






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